I didn’t quite make it to work today. I got up, got dressed, took my kid to a dentist appointment, and then I was somehow just… home.
I couldn’t make it all the way there.
I was gonna be hard on myself but I decided to just enjoy being home. I did some cleaning, some praying, some journaling and some napping.
I even cooked lasagna for my kids and one of their friends.
While journaling, I got really stuck on my words, I did some praying, and then was able to do a lot of acceptance and self love.
I love being back on the blockchain, I love actively working on my retirement account again, and am excited about recognizing who the 2025 version of 
The 2025 version of Metzli has fun with her engine tokens, continues to HODL income tokens, keeps her ears open to new opportunities and chips in small amounts to separate projects. The 2025 version of Metzli has amassed almost 15,000HP and delegates most of it, which gives her income different ways. The 2025 version of Metzli understands that she has a limited amount of hours, and adjusts accordingly.
Current goals:
50,000 HP
Enough HBD savings to net me $100 per month HBD starting my 65th birthday.
100,000 LEO
Top 100 Rising Star stats
225,000 SIM HODLINGS
Continue building SPI, and EDSI Holdings
I have other investments on the Engine too, but I happy to simply receive drip income from all of those.
For those of you who read my musings, thank you, see you around the blockchain.