It's been so said it may now be cliche that no one holds your happiness. No thing, either. But it can never be overemphasized. Collect your happiness from the places or people you feel may have seized it, then reign supreme in the kingdom of your life.
We live through each day probably hoping, waiting for that big thing to wake us from the slumber that is not living life fully. We usually forget that the time spent waiting, contemplating, calculating, and being careful is time we will never recover. Right across from where you are now, is your peace of mind. Reach out and have it.
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