So great that you are posting this honest first person descriptions of your life as a porn star. I know there are a lot of people who say porn dehumanized or objectifies women (or men I guess). Hearing from porn stars / actors / performers / artists / entertainers (whatever you want to be called) first hand like this really puts a human face on it.

It sounds like a job with good times, bad times; good co-workers, bad co-workers; good "bosses", bad "bosses"; good tasks, shitty tasks; times when you're passionate and excited about it, times when you'd rather be somewhere else; people who appreciate your work, people who don't. And there are some who get more of the good than bad and some the opposite. Kind of like any other job working with people - waitress, nurse, personal assistant, whatever. So I really don't get why people get so bent out of shape about your chosen profession so long as you're all doing with consent which you so excellent touch on here. Instead of trying to drive porn performers out of business or into the dark recesses why not help make their jobs better?

Anyway, that's my perspective as a consumer of porn. Thanks for doing what you do and sharing your experiences!

Oh yeah, and nice ass - that photo of you trussed up on the box looking over your should. Love it ;-)