Feeling lost and adrift.

I....need to lose myself.

I haven't hit flow in a while. I had a catastrophic laptop failure. I'm recognizing how much of an impact this is having. The laptop in question held my DAW, my Digital Audio Workstation, and I'm feeling absolutely deprived of a source of....relief. Anytime i've struggled, I've expressed it musically, and I haven't had a suitable outlet in a while. I feel like im sorta drowning. I need so many changes. I'm not sure where to begin. Health, mind, spirit, all feel so flustered and fleeting.