We are in a world that programmed us to be all alike, to be all in a perfect order and to submit to our duties. What duties? I was born free and for heck's sake, I will die free. If you are a sheep and forgot how freedom feels, then wake-up and do something you want to do and not something that you are supposed to do. If you wake-up now you have a chance to become something that you always wanted or to enjoy the real life.
Stop the endless things that make you unhappy, depressed and you have no interest in. Take off the chain that enslaves you and your will, which makes you do the same things over and over again, until the point that you become an autopilot and you start to forget about yourself.
Stop and think a little. Were you always like this? Is this how you wanted to be? Where are your big dreams of becoming an adventurer, an explorer or whatever it was?
It's not to ask yourself why you became like this, but it's to question yourself how could you allow it to happen to you.
So live a full life as you want, start being yourself and forget about being a sheep or a people-pleaser.
Enjoy life!