One day you wake up, you plan something to do. Something meaningful, something rational, something that has to be done. Now everything that you'll do that day will be leading you to that "something" until this distraction that suddenly came in and took the charge over you. The intensity with which you got struck with this sudden distraction is so damn high that you won't even realise that you just got off the track. This distraction will take you away with itself to places so beautiful that you can't unsee it, will make you see the world with this completely different angle, a new dimension. It'll make itself so addictive to you that now it's the only thing that you can see and feel and imagine and dream about. It has conquered you now, you are spell bound to it. You have started believing in it. And now you are accepting it, you want to declare it now as the reality. The moment you make your move to declare it, it leaves. Phuff... Disappeared. Merged with the air.
You can't go back to the page you were on when you started as you have travelled a lot since then. You don't know what to do next cuz the only source of your belief has now left.
What was this source of belief? Just a Distraction?
It was LIFE testing on you. Testing for how you manage to do something that once held so much of importance to you. Something so precious that every work you did was leading you to it UNTIL...
That ONE DISTRACTION...
P.s. Some things never return back once you've lost them. Instead of trying to get them back, try not to lose 'em at all.