When depression attacks me I cannot avoid that it comes into my mind.What if I will commit suicide then all my problem will be over and gone.
Seems Im tired about life keep on fighting but I always get failed.I keep on doing and trying over and over again.
It comes to the point that I do not want to talk to anyone and just wanted to be alone.Do not want to make friends as Im tired of trusting ang being betrayed.
Then I figured out that Im only talking to my self.I have nothing to post here at steemit.I have nothing to say something happy and interisting.
It seems that being a strong woman is giving up.It even comes to my mind that if ever one of my children gets weak as they are sick now and I feel helpless again and useless.I know that I cant take to lose any of my child then maybe it will be a caused of death of mine as well.
Too many things in my mind seems I am getting paranoid.I feel too boring.Im tired of too much drama in my life.
I have no one ,No family,No parents,No friends but jusy being me alone.
No one cares ...
Ohhh my this is really so funny.I want to laugh.Am I just kidding or out of my mind.
Why is that Im so unlucky.
My life is really so funny isnt it?
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