These kinds of post may or may not continue as I'm unsure about my writing about my life as a whole but I wanted to give you guys a little peek into my life.
I rarely post details about my life or my mental illness. You see a little sliver of what's going on. Everyday of my life I'm battling it you can't visibly see it but it's mental illness. I openly speak about it because I want to get rid of the stigma around it. Right now I'm facing some majorly anxiety driving situations. My housing has always been unstable at best I've been homeless before and countless times have had my housing in jeopardy. I'm a part of a government program at the moment now they recently dealt with my landlord. He told me nothing about this he talked about two things with them one was that we were messy and the second was that he wanted to move his nephew in. I will admit I do have hoarding tendencies and just recently got connected with an agency because of the social outreach worker we have connected with because of this situation. The landlord can't move his nephew as it's illegal here. The anxiety though doesn't go away though it sits there and rots the rest of my brain. The swirling thoughts are just there making me unable to art because they consume my whole being. I have begun to color physically though but these pieces take me much longer to finish. I'm frustrated with myself as I had plans so many plans for much more content and even potentially writing a couple posts a day. I even wanted to set up a regular posting schedule but alas it won't happen right now. Maybe this will just blow over on Monday who knows. I wanted to thank the followers who engage with me even if they just upvote it feels great to be supported by all of you. I understand the anxiety. Also this is not a cry out for fundraising I just needed to get this out any advice or thoughts is greatly appreciated too.
