Someone told me to smile more, but I promise I won’t fake it unless it’s real. There’s times where you’re just not feeling it and for me I’ve always wanted to be a real human being. If I don’t feel okay, I’ll say it. If I’m sad, I’ll cry. If I’m mad, I’ll back away until I gather my thoughts because sometimes I can have a tongue on me that can hurt, I’m aware of it. If I’m happy, I’ll smile & I’ll laugh.

If you ask me “how are you” and you don’t know me and I tell you “eh I’m not feeling that great..” it’s not a sign to make you uncomfortable and not know what to say, I’m just being human in all of my emotions. Don’t ask me how I’m feeling, if you really don’t want to know. I genuinely care when I ask the question “how are you?”, and could probably sit and speak to someone in a store for hours if they told me they weren’t okay. I like the human mind and human emotions. I will embrace all of them in every part of my roller coaster journey I go through.

Today I’m happy and sometimes I get confused because I go with my emotions and how I’m feeling that day. My emotions sometimes take over and they are powerful and no matter what I won’t suppress them. Our feelings always want to be seen, acknowledged and released. I think of my emotions as my children or little kid Bries that want attention, each one has a say in my life and to turn one of them away is just turning away from a part of myself. So I’ll cry when I’m sad and I’ll smile when I’m happy so they know I’m always listening and am here for them when they want to surface in my life. :)