I'll be the first to admit, I'm still pretty damn young. Yet I have been suffering and am still suffering from so much, like most of you probably do. I actually wanted to finally just sit down and talk some of them out.

(I know that won't work but I need to mentally help myself slowly...)

I actually have a lot of crippling fear, especially on this site. I want to join #TeamAustralia so much, especially because...

Well. I'm an damn born and raised and still living here Australian. But I'm, really not like an normal Aussie would be, I'm afraid of rejection, I don't like most flavors of Shapes, (I only like Cheese and Bacon, and Chicken Crimpy), I never liked sausages much, hell, I don't even like manual labour or the IDEA of driving at all.

If you have been my friend from Steemit, you'll have noticed my huge absence. (Unlikely, to be honest.) But I kinda have a very bad case of depression and lack of motivation, including a personal disliking to any results of me doing anything.

I don't even have any hobbies I like to do nowadays. I just eat a lot of food if I feel any type of emotion, and watch unpopular YouTubers. (Druaga1 fans unite...)

I also try not to tackle this subject as much as I should but I'm a scared wimp. My sexuality and experiences...
It's because, Australia is a damn shitty place for LGBTQI+. We don't have gay marriage legalised, and with the current postal vote. We are dealing with

So much homophobia... That's not a good thing.

It hurts a lot of us. We don't even try to hurt any of you, but people are "just stuck in their ways,", "Raised in another generation," and etc.
Do you see us burning your homes, killing your pets, and insulting you just because you was born different, like we were?

No.

We don't resort to your level, or your ways. We just want to fit in. We want to be loved. We are billions of beautiful hearts, and you sold us down the river too far.
(Yes. I know, I just had to quote What About Us. P!nk, you're a legend. Thanks for touring down under too!)

I also deal with issues with body dysmorphia. If you don't know what that is.
Body dysmorphic disorder is a mental disorder characterized by the obsessive idea that some aspect of one's own appearance is severely flawed and warrants exceptional measures to hide or fix it. BDD's delusional variant, the flaw is imagined. If the flaw is actual, its importance is severely exaggerated.

I personally just stop thinking about parts of my appearance I would have to get changed, I personally absolutely hate my appearance, all my old sores, all my old birth marks, even my weight and stretch marks, and my voice.