Financial problem, a single word but brings a big problem to everyone. A single word that could also be the reason why someone needs to stop doing things they love to do. I mean, why do we need to suffer this kind of situation?
Can't we just be wealthy?
Months from now I will be graduating senior high school. I was wondering if i could continue my studies knowing that we are suffering financial problems. I really wanted to go to school but what can i do? I'm just a boy who lived in a third world country. Which means, i'm prone to poverty.
I was kinda insecure every time i hear other students talking
about their college. Where they will be enrolling and what course will they take. Sometimes i wonder, why can't i be just like them? Where they could go to school without worrying about money. As a student i really wanted to go to school and finish my studies.
I was in the midst of thinking whether to go to college or not. Everytime i think of these things i felt envy and hatred.Envy to other people because they could do things like this anytime they wanted to. Hatred, i hate myself because i can't do things others could do. I mean,i understand why but i just can't stop envying others.
And now i finally made up my mind,if i can't go to college then i'll find job. Since college doesn't end. It's the students that end but not the college institution. I realized that we can't do things exactly as we wished it could be.Sometimes we just have to wait for the right time for it.
I have lots of plans for college, but just because i can't go to school for now doesn't mean i'm foing to stop. No, i just need to strive more harder.I believe someday i could also taste the sweet nectar of success like others already tasted, maybe not now, but soon.