Hi Hive account@priyanarc, I think it's a beautiful thing you're able to publicly share what you're going through like this.
I've learned that becoming aware of your thoughts and imaginations are an important part of your personal development.

Regarding your weirder imaginations I would suggest you analyse the emotions they invoke in you, how they make you feel.

Generally these things are a consequence of the things we've experienced in our childhood and/or the relationship we have, or have had, with our parents.
So I think it was quite striking that you immediately started mentioning the situation with your parents in the paragraph that followed. There's definitely something there and I think by attempting to fully understand your relationship with your parents you will be able to better understand why you have these imaginations and what they could possible mean.

I recently became part of the Inner Blocks community as well, so you could always DM me there if you'd like to talk about this further ;)

Leaving you with much love!
Ben