You've so beautifully put words to exactly what I've been feeling and contemplating the last few years. In 4 years I've lived in Nevada, Georgia, Oklahoma and now California. I've struggled to find roots and connect with a community but sometimes I deeply yearn for that (physical) tribal welcome (my tribe is scattered and skype doesn't really fill that gap for me). I also wonder if maybe I'm being invited into a new period of maturation, a deepening sense of belonging to the land, to self... or if maybe I just need to force myself out of my comfort zone and join group activities that I'm also not very fond of (fellow hermit here). I don't have any answers, I just hope to live these questions as gracefully as it seems you do. Thank you for sharing, I needed this reflection. Xx