Life.....What can I say.....
It is filled with so much love and learning experiences but it is also filled with sadness and everyday I feel we all have a moment of every kind of emotion there is to feel.
With my cancer now making meaningless tasks at times next to impossible I am blown away by people who may have no one to help them. I on the other hand am so lucky to have my love and best friend 24/7. Without her I would have taken care of things myself I am sure. I cannot imagine being here without her.
I have not been on here much because quite honestly my energy is so gone. The cancer has started to take its toll on me and I even need help at times getting out of bed. I truly love all of the friends I have met here and will enjoy thinking about you all and the things we have shared. I am actually fighting hard still but am at a cross roads in my head on what and when I think it will all end.
I am so grateful to all of you who have walked this journey with me, with us. You have made some very bad days so bearable and even still enjoyable. Your words and comments and overall kindness has meant the world to me. Even as the Cancer and my other issues continue to reak havoc on my body and soul, It is you all that keep me motivated. I wish I could mention you all by name but there are too many. You all know who you are and with that I say Thank You and Peace
Thank you form my heart and I know 
Brian
