I see you Ariel with an extra l. Welcome to the fold. I loved the rawness of your first post. I want you to be confident in your English usage because it's excellent. And I'm sorry that your plans went pear shaped, but I've so much respect for you for the way you handled the situation, yourself and the drop kick. You sound like someone who has a lot of self worth and who can and will bounce back pretty quickly. You've now at least one friend in Australia. I look forward to seeing more from you.