The more powerful intuition gets and the more I focus on getting guidance from my dreams, I can feel something deep in my bones that my entire world is about to get flipped upside down again. I'm hoping it's going to be an enjoyable experience, but I'll learn from it either way. I spent almost the entire day meditating, and no that isn't a joke about smoking for 4/20 because I've already told everyone I don't plan on smoking again until it becomes legal. Today I had some projections during the long meditation and I think they are pretty much telling me whats coming.
The theme of my last several dreams and projections seem to all be leading me somewhere else. I don't know where, but I don't really need to, I just have to follow the path. In one of the projections I was dealing with another verbal altercations between my parents and I. It seems they are/were under the impression that I am depressed and they don't think that I will be able to "return to normal." It didn't have any resolution, it was just them saying what they had to say and then I was back. The point is it doesn't matter what they or anyone else thinks. Depressed and suicidal is what led to spiritual awakening and so much growth. I don't fear what comes next and if it's living in a vehicle or couch surfing, I have been there and done that before. The whole world changes with our minds. Namaste.