I find it interesting how some times things just sort of happen out of habit or without much thought being put into them. I think I was in the middle of making a post yesterday and I took a phone call. It may not seem that unusual to most people, but I have pretty much energetically repelled anyone that would call me from my life at this point. It's pretty strange to think about it, because I have had points like this before through isolation and self seclusion, but it's different this time. I had been kind of thinking about just cutting my phone off entirely and perhaps I will now. Anyway, back to the topic at hand.
I got a call from some job I applied for a few weeks back and I told them I would go in today for an interview. I'm sitting here for the life of me trying to figure out what I was thinking. I guess I was just too caught up in doing something I actually wanted to be doing and forgot that there is zero chance I am going to take this job. I am not opposed to having a job per say, but I'm not going to take a job that I don't want ever again and I am positive of that. I can think of certain instances where I would go and get a job to accomplish a goal or something like that, but I am just in the flow right now and the thought of dedicating forty hours a week to do anything but pursue the mission is kind of repulsive to me. I don't know if I am even going to go or not, but it's a good reminder to be mindful of things done or said while not paying attention. Namaste.