Hello Everyone !

I am writing this one to share my worst months in my life so far . It put me into an emotional instability . and it still sickens me .

Now here it is , to those who know me in Dtube and to My OneLoveDtube Family .. My Father had already passed away last July 1, 2018 . around 6 pm . It totally turned my whole life upside down . We thought he is already recovering from his Stage 4 Lung Cancer . He gives outstanding result for being a warrior for almost two years . But even a warrior , has its weakness.

For around 6 months i've been battling through depression and anxiety . I keep on crying every night why my family has to face this one and why my father has to leave . i keep on thinking about the future without my father . How will i take care of my mother and younger brother . How will i decide for the betterment of this family ? How will i cope up to my father's role and responsibilities ? How ready am i to be this kind of person ?

I've been struggling but hey , there is one person who never stops believing me and that is my girlfriend (which turns to be my beautiful classmate way back in college). She was there despite of my moody days . She is there to be my shoulder to cry on and she cheers me up even though she is already exhausted from her day job . I Love here and i thank her for being my strength.

Sometimes in life we have to tap on someone to help us in dealing with our problems . i tell you , it is very hard to battle alone in the wild . That may put you insane in the long run .

One way that i found beneficial in battling depression and anxiety is to always look for things that may motivate me to wake up every morning with a cheerful smile and brighter day .

I wish could say more to these post but i am already tired and sleepy . If you have some inspiring stories and wonderful ideas , feel free to comment here and i will delighfully reply to you .