I am always thinking of what the future holds for me because it seems that I am just always sinking my head in the sand to let myself to temporarily forget about it all and distract myself from my current situation too for that matter because of the inherent difficulty of my health troubles. It is that I foresee that I will be in a harder to manage condition regarding my health because I am not being cured and in-fact my pain doesn't go away yet and the opposite just happens, the pain just worsens still despite my religious effort to buy medicines which just slows down the progression of my bone problems.
Right now I am just able to hold things up because of the little money that I had saved and is spending/spent already just to not letting my health fall apart in a downward spiral of fast destruction. But I will not forever be able to self-support my needs especially if I would lose the ability to earn substantially due to worsening health factor plus of course this issue with unfriendly crypto prices.
But I am trusting God in what he can do for me, he did made a miracle for me in the past and I think because of that reality I might not be in a bad situation after all. But I will just have to prepare myself for a worse-case scenario since everything is variable, it is all moving and we do not know if what the future lies ahead although again I just see my future as opaque as it can get into a possibility of being so well and free from worries.
At least for now I am able to survive so I am thankful about it to steemians and of course to God who has made me endure my health troubles. I am also forever indebted about the people who had supported me in the past and the current time because you are all my heroes and you deserve a recognition to God, you will just get repaid for all your good deeds, thoughts, and prayers. May God bless you all.