Well it is in my deepest regret to sell my steem but I just have to because I needed to use the money for my medicines which is a necessity and could not be taken off otherwise I will see myself in a worse condition like the return of that worse lingering pain and most probably the further enlargement of my facial bone.
But the painful thing to consider is that I am getting my funds dry-up and still not getting cured, the medicine that I am taking is just slowing down my condition and the pain is still there. In fact I could not walk anymore because of the pain in both of my feet, first it was only the left foot and after a while both of them are aching.
So now I am not even trying to get up from my bed and join my parents when they are watching the TV. Now I am really worried if my condition would continue to go in a slow downward spiral I could not even imagine what would happen in the future.
My plan is that I would use my money for maybe a Kidney transplant but after I had this issue with my bones I sought to just focus on it until I landed myself to an Endocrinologist which prescribed me the Parathyroid drug that actually helped me but not fully. I suffered a lot in taking that drug for having the appetiteloss and nausea as a compromise for alleviating my lingering pain.
I could still walk about a year ago but today I could not. But maybe with a strong pain reliever I can but that is not what I wanted. All I wanted is a natural body free of pain anymore without the use of pain killers and that would happen if I would achieve my needed Parathyroidectomy.
For me to get my Parathyroidectomy I needed to pass some clearance test so I just have to see if my heart has some problems. I will be having a 2D echo test this weekend if possible for me to have a clue if I am qualified for getting that crucial operation or not. Then I do not know what to do next but to continue to seek an ENT doctor and know what is their opinion about it.
My last card would be to write a waiver which would free doctors of responsibility if when something bad happens to me arising for my push for my operation. If all else fails then I will just trust God in what would be his plans for me.
I also pray that people would not be a barrier for my plans for my health because I could see that they just had given up before trying and that is a painful thing to realize that only myself is supporting myself which is why I am thankful for my friends here at steem that are selflessly supporting me all the way until now.