I wasn't able to sleep after midnight last night and the whole of the morning today so I am glad that I was able to catch some shut-eye at the remainder of the afternoon but got confused after I woke-up and it was already sundown which I thought was early dawn.
Then my mother asked me if I wanted to eat already. I said no because I just woke-up and have no appetite yet to eat (Like I have an appetite lately) so I just decided to sleep again and now waking up at past 10:00 PM.
I just hope that my mother would get up this midnight so I could just at least ask some bread for me to eat. I do not like to skip meals because it would affect my health particularly my weight because I do not want to lose any weight anymore.
I am also glad that I had a vivid dream which I already had forgotten. It was a very long dream which now I regard to have helped my brain to let some steam up so I won't get crazy. It is just interesting what I had dreamed about today but I guess it is just worth my skipping of my meal.
I do think that my iron supplementation is now working to improve my sleep although it is just irregular due to the nature of my condition and working habits where I prefer the night time staying up which robs me of a precious time in sleeping and also in working in both ways. Because at the end of the day I will end up sleeping later in the morning a=or in this instance in the rest of the late afternoon.
When my parents see my sleeping they just shut the door of my room so that the noise would be minimized coming from the living area where the sound of the TV, the radio, and the rest of the road noise including the bark of the puppy. So that I won't get disturbed while I sleep and then if I haven't eaten yet my mother would peep and check to see me already woken-up to ask if I wanted to eat already.
But this time my plan of sitting around for a while after eating my supper and taking my Parathyroid medicine to avoid the biter taste after-effects of it was not realized because I will not be able to sit around as it was already past 7:00 PM when my mother asked me if I wanted to eat already so with that I would not be able to stay at the front of the TV because they will be going to bed at 8:00 PM. Now I am left without eating anything so I hope that I will not get a low blood sugar or else I might have to call my mother through her cellphone.
The bad thing was that I was not able to take my Parathyroid medicine so I might take it in the morning after my breakfast because it is an important drug even though it causes me much misery about my well-being and appetite and it has been too long that I am enduring these said things which I hope that soon I would also get out from if God wills it, I just wanted to live a normal life, pain-free and able to enjoy food again.
Anyway at least I had a restful sleep and I cherish every moment of it since I wasn't able to get some good sleep for years before this due to my anemic disposition so now when I do get some good rest it is like a new thing for me because of the years I had suffered having less to no sleep at all which I am glad that it didn't affected my mind or brain unlike what happened to some patients that had suffered a severe anemia and insomnia.