It is hard to be in pain all the time obviously which is why from time to time even though I do not want to take any pain killers especially those that makes you sleepy or high. Maybe I could try MJ for a change because of its relatively great appetite-boosting effects but again it will make me high or get labelled as a drug addict plus illegal substances here in my country like Marijuana will really make you get in trouble with the authorities because of the current program of my government to stop any illicit drug activities.
But I am still looking for ways and means that will help me in my joint pain issues. But currently I am fighting about the cause of my pain issues which is the root from where it began, my high elevations of Phosphorus in my blood. That is why I am following my very restricted diet plus my intake of my Phosphate binder.
I am also currently taking my Vitamin D3 and K2 which in my own theory would improve my pain issues when my bones would defeat its leaching of Calcium by absorbing Calcium because of Vitamin D. I am unfortunately unable to get some sunshine which could have been beneficial for my health because sunshine makes our skin generate vitamin D but I seldom get exposed to sunshine which affected my bones since I was not using Vitamin D before.
So now I just hope that my Vitamin D3 and K2 effort would work so I am now observing some changes in the next few months since it really took some time too for my body to metamorphosize into what I had become right now from a beautiful butterfly to an ugly grub.
But the one that I am wanting to get improved really was my pain issues and if my efforts would not work I just pray to God to just at least make me not to be a vegetable which would be always carried around because I could not move anymore and may God forbid that to happen.
I also want to graduate in using my Parathyroid medicine "Cinacalcet" although it helped me significantly by reducing my lingering pain in my back it really isn't helping me cure my hyperparathyroidism plus it is just crashing my appetite which is lamenting about night and day.
The only instance that I am enjoying my meals is when I am hooked-up for my dialysis and after that I could not eat anymore normally. So everytime I would eat it is always forced and it is stressing me out.
That is why I just needed a Parathyroidectomy so that in turn my bones would not leach calcium and cause pain to stop which would mean a better life for me. Then if that would become a reality I will not have to worry anymore about my appetite and turn my worries about something else like my other medical complications or probably get a Kidney transplant if cryptocurencies would be kind and allow me to make my plans a reality plus with the blessings from God and prayers for me from my friends online like from you steemians who understand my predicament and from my offline friends. May God have mercy on my soul.