I recently slashed my Cinacalcet dose in half, bad decision because my body pains flared up again considerably. But for me I rather scrimp my use of my Parathyroid medicine rather than to see myself unable a tablet in the future because it would certainly bring me back to day 1 when I wasn't taking any medication, I will just die a lingering death.
So now I just keep it a point that I am controlling my phosphate intake with my phosphate binder which also makes my every meal expensive as I have to take it every time I would eat. So even though I can eat frequently I can never do it lest I will risk the elevation of my phosphorus in my body.
Now I am just having a bad joint pains particularly with my back and feet, I just have to take pain reliever for it so that I can move freely if I happen to want to use the bathroom because it is hard to stand-up with feet joints killing me not to mention my other joints, the whole body that is, heck if my eyes have joints it will certainly ache too.
My only pray is that my condition not to get worse than it is but I think it is not happening, I only get a slow progression of things getting worse judging by the fact that my left hand's joints is beginning to ache as well.
I hope that I would be financially able soon so that at least I can make a much better difference to my body's well-being. So many setbacks had happened because of unexpected factors which is beyond my control like the steem blockchain issue, market crash, prolonged crypto winter, and this covid-19 pandemic all affected my goals that I am targeting ever since I had made my account.
But I am still not losing hope and I prefer to continue with my life because I will never know if someday in the future I will at least be pain-free and that I can enjoy basic things in life like as simple as enjoying my foods and enjoying the day under a shade of my tree.