I just saw in our group chat that my former classmates would visit me this weekend and would also give me a t-shirt that they are using when there is a gathering about reunion which I think happens every year now. I am just missing a lot of their activities mainly due to my immobility and pain issues as well as my breathlessness and most especially my appearance.
So I do not want to really make them upset at a sight of me so the last time that they visited me I didn't let them see me although they had handed out financial contribution which now I will going to use for my dialysis bills because my health insurance will just be covering until this week only and after this week we will just have to pay out of pocket until the month of December God-willing.
So I am just fortunate that there are people that are not close to me but are just more helpful compared to my relatives, they are truly a gem in my life. But of course if I needed some help I really do not want to bother anyone so I am just relying about other people's good heart if they would help or not that is why I am thankful about steem platform which allows everyone who has the power of steem to help lighting fast and without middleman to strip off some of the help being transferred so the recipient can get the full amount thanks to the efficiency of the steem blockchain.
But I really am apprehensive about meeting them because of my appearance and current condition but I am also excited to meet them once again because they are such a bunch of kind people where once in my life I had brushed shoulders with and spent one or four years of our lives being in the same classroom and enjoying sometimes the company of each other outside the classroom.
Most of my former classmates are not really my friends, it is because that we do not get to hang-out together and because of our different interests and differences we just go with specific friends plus the Internet is not offered those years in the early 90's so no social media we could use to help make a stronger bond between us.
But now friendships are made later through social media because of an instant communication between people in general. So now we are just mending what was not there in the beginning through these meet-ups like reunion with my former classmates. Now I do nto know what to expect this weekend ad it would be interesting to see what would unfold when finally they would arrive again here in my house.