Yup it is starting to get hot again and I am loving it. I rather spend the day like this with my blood going alive due to it getting warm and fluid than like getting curdled because of the cold.
I just wished that I could go out and spend some time tending a raised bed of garden. I reckon that I can be wheeled through a raised bed of garden because I do not have to worry about getting on to my knees to weed, plant, and water those vegetables, plants, root crops, and or flowers.
But working on a garden is just remaining a dream for me because for one thing I cannot buy a land, lot, or a space for it as our place here had no available space anymore plus I am with my father who will definitely fiddle around and destroy things so it is just a frustration for me to get into that dream anytime soon.
My priority is just to survive and making sure that I can buy my needed medicines so that my pains, disabilities, deformities, and other needs must be met and managed financially because nobody really helps me out financially that substantially because my relatives really do not care and my siblings just gives me money that will not be able to support my daily medicines that I take.
So my dream remains to be just a dream until maybe a divine force, a mercy, a grace , or a miracle from God happens again in my life. But it is just nice to dream about nice things, it makes you feel the need the reason to exist because it is like pursuing a happiness which when you get there it will be like heaven for you and that is what I am doing so that I will not get distracted in this kind of life that I have that is bring me down and making me feel depressed.