Cryptocurrency is my tool for maybe uplifting my life from all my health issues, it has been a long struggle and I had a lot of nights crying with my pillow getting wet by my tears. Now I seem to be very numb already from all my health troubles that I couldn't cry anymore although my feelings is easily touched by some shallow cause which I can weep that easy with.
I am happy about cryptos obviously because I am earning from it through the "Proof Of Brain" concept which I am now doing for more than two years now nonstop because of my self-help effort to save some money for my medical goals. I am happy that I was able to withdraw some of my digital assets including steem and those are the funds that I am using for my bills and medicines.
But the the saved funds are now withering-out fast so soon I will just begin to withdraw some of my steem for my medicines which I could not forgo because they are just essential to manage and control my complications from being a dialysis patient for a long time. It is just sad that I could not really cure my complications considering the amount of money that I am using just to control my bone complication.
That is time is of the essence and I do not have much of it left and probably I would not achieve even one of my goals if cryptos would not perform as expected with its price/value because of an unforeseen factors that tames down its rather exciting volatility unlike before. It is because with the kind of expenses that I am doing with the two of my most important medicines alone I will not be able to survive for much longer and God-forbid that to happen because I fear pain and the lingering death that would happen if I will not be able to continue those medicines that I am taking.
I am just welted with a lot of series of unfortunate events in my life and I do not have anymore idea on how was it to live in a normal way with a normal body. That is why I am envious with a lot of people because they are living life as it should be, free of pain, misery, uncertainty, worries, and fear among others.
It is very disheartening to live this way but I am using all my might, resources, and all the best of my abilities trying to just lessen the blow of my fate against me. But maybe with the blessings from God i will be able to reach some if not all fo my goals and with the assistance and support of the steem community maybe that dream of mine could get a reality and by then only I will be much more happy like when I was a little child with no worries about the world anymore.