Today is a big day. After almost 10 years of being so attached to my hair I have realised that something is not right .. I am not the same person anymore. My inner world simply had to stand up and say: '' Look at the mirror, my friend, this sruffy, hippy looking kid is not you anymore. It is time step up, man up and start a new cycle in your life..'' And so I did .. It took me quite of an effort to finally overcome sense of emotional attachment of the way I look. Up until then I did not even realise how much actually that meant for me. I will be honest, if not my dear friend, that was bold enough to keep encouraging me, I perhaps would have changed my mind. I am so happy I didn't. Most importantly I have realised , that the path I am choosing to go isn't matching my look. I want to surround myself with more abundance, and change my perception around money. And looking like a hippy has never helped me to actually get out of a hippy mentality. So as much as it is a shift in external appearance, it is far more greater deal when it comes to inner transformation. It is deeply profound sense of relief. A relief from all the memories, past relations, destructive life patterns. A true sense of freedom. A fresh look on life .. As the pleasant running water running down my head - meeting no resistance, filling me with joy...
