Lol keep thinking of those Alpaca!!!
Morning morning!
It really feels like this point in the evening comes earlier and earlier huh? I guess that’s a bit obvious to say because the sun sets earlier this time of year, but boy I feel like I was just getting geared up to start the work day a few hours ago.
It’s rounding the corner to 7:20 but it feels like it could be 1 am from how tired I am. I need to start taking it easy with yoga, relaxing stretch classes only from now till travel day. Being sore and tired isn’t the best state to be in at the moment. More relaxation needed, deep breaths one thing at a time.
I hate to admit this, but I’m actually quite nervous this go around, I’m not sure why. Maybe I’m time traveling too much, thinking through the trip as my head as a background process. Indexing and making mental notes, checks and double checks. Maybe I’ll wake up the morning of and I’ll be perfectly fine. Knowing me that’ll be the case. I don’t mean to be drama, just felt like I needed to express that for the moment. Going to table it, look it in the eye, and keep stepping through. Thank you for listening, as always.
Birthday dinner for Brosef tomorrow. Don’t have the details but It’s going to be me, him, his gf, and dad. Will be nice to spend some time with that crazy mix of folks. I think he’s going to be 26, damn my baby brother… hard to believe. We were never close growing up. Honestly we weren’t even really close until the past 2 or 3 years. I remember when I was living in the Bronx and he’d text me asking if I was ok, if I needed money. He started treating me like I was his little sister, he’s a softy that one. He’d give someone he cared about the shirt of his back, no questions asked. Makes me sad to think about all the years we spent not getting along. It was all too much growing up in such dysfunction, we took a lot of our frustrations out on each other for no reason, but I know he knows how much I love him now.
This afternoon he texted me to let me know he and GF got approved on his apartment. He said he messaged me before he even told her lol he was so excited. I’m so extremely happy for him. He’s a good kid, just want him to be happy.
I know you mentioned you’ve started meditating in the mornings. That’s so fire Biza. I know you told me once you used to go to group meditations during (or possibly) after the work day. You were actually the first person to suggest it to me back in the day. I remember you told me to get the headspace app, and I really started feeling a difference. That said, I hope you have/had a lovely meditation today. Let me know if the Universe whispers any secrets to you! ;)
Aside from that, what else is there right? We got work, we got plans, we got health, and we got loves!
I really can’t freaking wait to see you.
Goodmorning Mr Mouser,
Welcome to Thursday
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