This is a confession of mine, that also brings a little bit of shame from my side, but i do not care anymore, and i will just throw this out in the open.
i have no friends in real life
And therefore, i have nobody to talk to
I did not really care very much about that, because i thought i was happily married with my wife, with whom i have been together with for nine years.
We never really had fights or big arguments
But about two weeks ago, my wife told me, all of a sudden & out of the blue, that she wants a divorce, and that she is planning to leave on the first of June. And that she is also (because of a job opportunity) going to move to the other side of the world
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The last couple of weeks i have tried to talk this over with her, but she says she made up her mind, is very persistent And so thereβs no turning back to what once was.
I was, and i actually still am quite shocked.
I am not only losing my wife, but also my best friend, my buddy and my partner in crime. It is feeling like a huge part of the foundations that my life is build on, have been swept away right underneath my foot. And i feel like i am falling down the spiral.