So this fucked up situation happened yesterday...
I was working on main square.
The location change felt amazing for me, working on fresh air and the sun... life was beautiful
I was truly appreciating those little things.
Focusing my mind inside, breathing deeply... trying to activate my backbone
Everything was perfect, pretty much.
I wasn't bothered by anyone around me... Even though thousands of people are constantly crossing there, I grounded myself and asked mother for the shield
Beautiful green shield.
Everything was great...
Until I've seen it. I realized that around 20 people younger than me are trying to rip pigeons legs of... so afterwards they let him go around and laugh at him
Not only that, they tried to volley kick pigeons and thought that was super cool... they were full of themselves
I do understand I should not let things get to me emotionally, but they did. I couldn't stand it...
In the middle of my work, I lost it and stopped working. I told them: Leave the pigeons alone, please. I don't want to argue... just leave them alone.
They acted like they will do it, but soon as I went round the corner and couldn't see clearly - they tried to volley kick one of them
That shit seriously boiled me... It was over
I yelled 1 more time at the strongest and tallest guy in the squad, I said: Hey bald guy, leave the pigeons alone!
He was mumbling something so I couldn't hear him good but he was trying to stand up to me. I wasn't bothered by that as I only wanted pigeons to enjoy their lives...
And it happened again, I saw him trying to start shit once again... that's when shit really got serious
I grabbed a crowbar fast as I could and started going towards them... I completely lost it and stop doing my job
They realized shit got serious and they weren't feeling comfortable about it.
But they continued to give me the attitude
So I focused the strongest from the crew, so called gang leader
I told him: Why you wanna hurt the pigeons, why you wanna kill them?
He replied saucy: So.
Obviously I didn't let that shit trigger me, but I continued: I am ready to go to jail for these pigeons, I am ready to die here... right now, you are not aware of it
So I proceeded to ask: How would you feel if I hit you with this crowbar in the leg, would it feel good?
Mixed emotions got back to me... one semi-older guy was crossing nearby, he got shocked by my question... I asked: Are you on the pigeons side or on their side?
He said: I'm right there in the middle. I guess like whole world is: Standing right in the middle bothering their business being unable to stand for what is right*
So I showed him the thumb up and basically fucked him off. I was really fucking rebellious yesterday...
I continued giving the monologue to these guys, explaining them my experience opposed to theirs and how they should be careful who they fuck with
I told them you never got truly beaten up, cause you never ended up in hospital unable to move and eat... My words left marks in their head
At that point of time, me and they knew, there will be no more damage done to pigeons...
So I slowly backed off, with my crowbar...
Just in case, I hit the floor with crowbars so all the pigeons flew away, I just don't trust people... at least majority of them
Eventually they flew around me in gratitude but I told them: move away from here, these people are not normal
So they flew away high high on the nearby building. Happy ending.
My reactions were maybe out of line... But I'm always ready to stand up for GAIA. Always...
Don't fuck with GAIA people. At least not in front of me... At least while I'm identified with my EGO, just a bit
Cause I'm not rational. I feel too much, I care too much. Without GAIA there would be no you...
The fact that we are most advanced species in the universe, so we have mind - doesn't mean shit.
That only means we should do our best in order to protect our mother, but we are failing miserably... Day by day, destroying it just for the dollars
Shit gets on my nerves seriously... to see young people being so violent, trying to kill out of fun... thinking its fun, laughing at it
When in reality they are just being led by their demons, unable to realize it. As well, in reality they are nothing but a bunch of little bitches...
Since there was 20 of them and they did nothing against a single crowbar. The tougher you get, gentler you become... that's a fact
So drop your fake manliness aside, you can't trick me. Ready to die...