Today when I woke up, it was a bit of rough feeling as my nose was stuffed and body sore.
I fell in a constant circle of hiking and working everyday, so I'm still getting used to this hard physical rhythm...
Nevertheless this is definitely a great opportunity to get to know myself even better.
Whenever I feel like something hurts or this work might not be my cup of tea, I remember myself not to focus on the outcome but rather on the process
This approach has helped me a lot in a working environment that's not so beneficial for my being...
As well when I get the first paycheck I'll be ready to better manage my portfolio and that is a motivation for sure. Even though I don't wanna think about I'm just trying to work for the sake of work.
So when I woke up my mind was trying to convince me to sleep more, even though I had only about 4 hours of time until work... I decided to get up, to some things and get out in the nature with my notebook - so I can post a blog on STEEM :D
I took this little panoramic shot so you can see where I'm at :D the weather is beautiful sky is clear and birds are singing!
And I'm here fighting with crazy ants running over my notebook and low battery, trying to finish this post so I can recharge a bit more :)
Sometimes when I walk around the island... I fall in some irrelevant thought patterns, then I take a deep breath and remember myself where I am - in paradise... and everything else becomes secondary
Just by looking at this landscape your body, mind & Soul rejuvenate... it is a completely life changing experience, and even though it is super tiring physically the benefits are much higher!
One thing I've noticed, my physical appearance is changing day by day... for the better
I don't look at myself so often so sometimes I stay in shock. It's funny to note how when you are rotten inside no matter how much you put into the outside - you still won't look attractive to yourself... and you can look at yourself all day long, it won't help :D
On the contrary, when you ignore physical and focus on lighting up that fire inside yourself... everything is changing day by day and you appear more physically attractive (at least to yourself lol)
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Don't forget to love yourself. Its the only thing that truly matters, for real...
If you are not capable of providing that love, you'll be on a life quest to understand how to provide it. So don't waste the precious time :)
Ups and downs are a regular thing in life, sometimes your body will feel worse and sometimes it will feel like flying... the catch is, never identify with those feelings - no matter how real they might look
We are not the body nor the mind... and not body nor the mind can't exist without us
Therefore, let yourself to acknowledge this fact and break the attachments... its really a completely new world once you break old patterns of functioning and be You :D
That is why, I'm still fasting from words and its helping a lot! English is definitely not a problem for me, and this text won't do no harm to me... but my own language - Croatian, is a bit different
I'm using it since I was a kid basically and lot of patterns formed on that language associated with thousands of thoughts... in order to go deeper and focus my mind inside, obviously I needed a break from that
Not sure how long will my word fast last, but I do know that I'll break it daily on STEEM by issuing a little blog like this one.
Right now the time has come for me to commit fully to Nature. I do have fun here and it is super amazing feeling to share your views on a blockchain... but my body still needs some time and silence to recharge, so turning of WiFi is a great start!
One day the moment will come, when I'll be ready to commit to STEEM more and make a bigger difference virtually, until then - I'm changing myself in order so my vibration gets stronger :)
Everything else is not really relevant... live in tune with the song of God and be a difference you wish to see in the world!
Even thou I have no expectations really I just wanna see more badass humans reconnecting themselves with nature every day and getting back to the roots! To what we are - Eternal beings :)
