I do not yet see with whom you go arm in arm.

You can't be friends with a windy term. But friendship is possible with a person of flesh and blood, with whom you have an ambivalent relationship and it is the ambivalence that makes a friendship alive. In the space of tension between unity and disunity, you can deal creatively with that which can never be finally resolved or found.

Which man in your life do you love from the heart?

With whom do you have a friendship that allows contradiction and yet contains friendliness?

Your publications remind me of the knights of the Round Table who set out to find the Holy Grail. And when they meet by chance, they try to outdo each other in who has found the greater truth or to fool themselves into continuing the search.

Where is your love from man to man? As long as you don't cultivate it in your ordinary life to an ordinary man, any search for the truth is like trying to find the end of a rainbow.