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You might noticed that I haven’t been writing that much. And ranting even less. To be honest, I’m out of rants! Being excited and as Hive account@rubencress said ”happy motherfucker” does that. Of course the fact that I’m busy makes it too. I’ve been working in my new kingdom for three weeks and already my hours are hitting unseen kind of scales, I didn’t work this much in whole month in my previous job. And I don’t mind, it doesn’t feel like work, so it really doesn’t drain me dry. And for surprise of all I’ve tried to be social! Yeah! Imagine that!

I’ve tried to get more familiar with my new hometown, so, when ever I have time I try to lure my local guide to walk with me around HEL. To be honest, I didn’t think HEL would be this beautiful and green! I was expecting solid concrete jungle.

I don’t recognize my self even. Every morning waking up feels weird because I actually want to wake up and not just stab myself as the first thing in the morning. I have talked about frustration and even burnout, for me those things are rarely because of physical exhaustion. That I can handle. Now, I should be exhausted physically, and of course it is hard work and takes its toll but i haven’t feel this happy in a year(s)! ^{Like I would remember how I felt more than year ago…}

Yes, there still are hard days, days I hate and don’t feel like doing anything, it is just normal. But the overall feeling I get from life is that life is good. I hate that I have no time to hang in steemit that much anymore, but not like this busy bee life is going to last forever.

The weird thing is that it seems everyone from my irl life, except Eve, are worried about me. Worried that I work too much and too hard, that I don’t survive in HEL. Is being happy that weird thing in my life, that it makes people worried?

I know that I get my ranting mood back. Not like this euphoria is going to last. I still agree with Albert Einstein, stupidity of people is bottomless pit so that is something that inspires me always. But for now, I’m just going to enjoy that I have no urge to rant, consider this as a holiday. Enjoy while you can, it is going to end and it is a fact.