Haven't been home for more than three days and I already miss London. Miss the city with all it's excitement and new things to see, and miss these morning office views. It's a delight to work on a balcony with a cup of morning tea, no coffee, because you know, England is big on the tea thing.
I can't wait to have my own balcony soon, though the views won't be half as impressive as on this one. And the winter is approaching fast, won't be able to enjoy the balcony to it's fullest extend until next summer. One of the first things I'm gonna buy to the new apartment is a balcony heater, so I can enjoy the balcony at least a little before the dead of winter. I want to put up lanterns, comfy chairs, big pillows and drink wine looking at a full moon as it rises above the lake. Now I got all dreamy, can't wait to move!
I'm getting moving boxes tomorrow so I can start slowly packing up the apartment. I'm a little scared to see how much stuff I actually have in a studio apartment, it's a lot, I know that. So glad I never got myself a storage space form the attic, would have filled that up too, for sure.
I didn't know what I was gonna write this morning so apparently I'm doing a very rambly (is that a word, well now it is) free writing. I've been a little scatterbrained a few days because I've been just lazying around at home after the trip. These days get a moral hangover very easily when I don't do enough in my opinion, as in go out for at least a few minutes, do some house work and get stuff done on the computer. I used to be very good at being lazy, it never really bothered me that I didn't do anything than eat and watch Netflix.
I've been trying to calm myself down by reminding myself that I was just on a 5 day trip, out all day, walking a lot, shooting a lot, being active and social. Now that I'm home, I can relax with good conscience. I don't have anything planned for the near future, but the move is for sure gonna take some good effort, need to gather energy for that.
I need to stop this nonsense rambling now and get to doing something real. Like take my Sunday Polaroids, I haven't any idea what I'm gonna do yet...
