You will be better parent than cca 95% of the world, since you managed to get your thoughts straight and set an aim. I have to almost agree. Do you know where you are not right? "But if you need, not in front of you poor baby. It won't understand anyway, so what's the point. „Don´t underestimate children. They fucking understand from really early stages. They might or might not react, but they WILL understand and it will change them :). Anyway awesome post! You have an interesting blog - following.