I can really relate. The funny thing is, that no matter how expansive and free in expression one becomes, there is always another way to level up, another fear to address and put in its place to rise up, and people to let go of because they are bringing you down. It is not easy being on this spiritual awakening path. It is not for everyone. To truly embrace your aliveness is a venture that is daring. I would not want to live any other way! I look forward to perusing your links and learning more about you. All the best to you!