I've been thinking about why I wanted to leave the states and how happy I will be when I get away. I was thinking about all the things that happened to me from just living here.
I started thinking about all of the TV shows that is out and I made a shocking discovery (not much of one).
Everything I was going through in the states, wasn't because there were bad people in the world, their behavior was soley based on what they were expose to as a child.
People are exposed to a lot of things throughout their lives, which will affect the mentality of an individual. As long as you are still in the same place and around the same think, the mentality can never change.
It is only when you leave and show yourself a new experience that one can truly grow. This can also work if you see something not quite right about someone.
If you take someone out of one environment, and place them into another environment. Most of the triggers of someone's behavior will be gone.
I think about this when I think about the women in this country, and all of the experiences i've had with them.
Then I think about many of the foreign women I was exposed to and the experience I've had with them as well.
Seems like this country shows a different image about places that aren't American, as if we're the normal country or this country is the best one. It seem like this country want us to believe that this country is the end all be all.
This is exactly why I have to leave the country and experience things for myself. This place is way too crowded and not enough love where I am. If I change what I am seeing, then I change what I am doing.
Who knows, maybe it's for the best. I haven't had a vacation ever and I will love this place. All I need is 2 weeks