Dear Mom Diary,
Today I did not want to get out of bed. So tired. What did get me out of bed was the thoughts that were going through head;
Do I want the kids to go to school to have an education? Or do I want them to go to school so I can have a break?
This morning consisted of arguing with the 2 oldest ones to eat. Especially with Emma. Just fucking eat your toast please! I didn't tell her that. It sounded more like, 'Emma eat. Eat Emma. Emmaaaa eaaat. Emma. Eat. Emma stop talking. Eat. Emma! EAT!'
Also this morning when it was time for the kids to get their shoes on and head out the door, Aaden just starts singing about shoes and walks around in a circle. What in the heck was he doing? 'Aaden shoes. Aaden, gets your shoes on. Aaden bus!' That was a lie, the bus wasn't there but it sure did put him in gear.
Just before going through the threshold of freedom (for me), he starts playing with a toy. He got mad at me after I told him to put it down, he then ran outside and tried running away saying he wasn't going to school. The damn bus will arrive any minute and I am still in my pj's. I do NOT want to run after the boy, coffee was still nonexistent in my body.
Get your effin ass over here kid! Many thoughts go through my head. I have learned to filter my thoughts before they reached my mouth.
Most of the day consisted of me making a NSFW cake order and Frankie making major messes. She would ask for food then run to the living and crumble it up on the floor. The joys of walking in it barefoot.
Deliver the cake, get 5 minutes to myself. Oh ya, the kids are home from school already.
Oh the screaming. Emma screaming at Frankie, Frankie screaming at Emma, Emma crying because Frankie screamed in her ear. Can I just shake some sense into them? I don't even feel like... no just, just ,ju-leave me alone I'm going to let you two figure it out. Problem solving skills, a great way to learn.
And now onto supper. Chatting on Discord. Oh I forgot the potatoes in the oven! BRB
Whew, not burned. I got lucky with that.
So now I have to work with my son on his homework, shove them all in the shower and hopefully bedtime will be a breeze. Will I be so lucky this time?
Oh I forgot to do some laundry for myself, I have no clothes to wear for tomorrow. Maybe I will stay up again late tonight to do it. I am just so tired already.
Well for now I continue with the rest of supper and hope I can stop hearing the whining and crying about ripped paper.
Thanks for listening Diary
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