Going through so much I almost don't know what to say! ;) What if you had that deathly secret that would spell doom to the current system!? Some way to heal without money that could be accessible to everyone. A point of knowledge that would clear up all confusion! You know the secret, and know you could change the world radically for the better. Would you be able to use it!? Before being assassinated in cold blood knowing all these organizations would lose their stake on the current version of reality, lose all their money etc. How would you escape the mark of death by these elitist governments and organizations!?
You would have to let the secret out fast and well enough that by the time anyone could realize it or trace the origin of it... it would already be too late! It would no longer be a secret. I know there is many secret knowledges like that! That is the technique - absolute stealth! No one could know it was a secret knowledge, it would have to be taught and spread so fast before any so called elite could begin to figure it out. I think that is a real possibility that must be tried.
So as for my real life in the day to day... I am tired. Have been pretty busy lately. Tomorrow is weekend monthly open jam. I'm not very practiced for it. However I should be able to write and practice all day tomorrow too. I have nothing else going on in my life. I am now giving myself to the arts and music. There is no other road I see but creativity. A dream come true is a curse I welcome!
So now again I go back to the dream realm to further process 'life'. In ways I've never felt so calm and energized at the same time! I have something in me that seems otherworldly I think. I know I can do what I have never done and what others have never seen. Ah, it's just a play! Some kind of theatrical performance. It is pretty normal...except I feel some kind of primal exertion in the mix! Imagine to turn the modern drama into a tribal/primal play! Some animalistic energies I feel I can channel through story. I will process it in the night. Perhaps write a first act. If I dream it I will dream journal it for sure.
