Oh yea what a life!! Been tripping so long and see so many challenges but hey as they say Crises=Opportunity! Japanese way of thinking. Been working on a little practice track on GarageBand. Thinking of life and opportunity. Wow I can just write more songs about it. Been thinking about the fake world, oooh and really the freaked world!! Nothing I find entertaining. I've been like that a very long time. I was never really impressed by the state of the culture, all the buy and sell hype. Movies don't appeal, neither does much of the music. I always have to dig to find the rare gem. Mostly in the underground you can find something interesting.
Ah, some of my dear pals having a difficult time in their respective lives. I wish I could help everyone! But I gotta help myself...well I could use other's help too! So now we can find ways to come together. Make it work!! For me I like to remain open to many possibilities while staying on the same mission and track. Take on the whole crazy world and change it for the way way better!!
Just been waiting so long for the opportunity and to build the opportunity. Whew I just feel I am here somehow. Making all this art and typing out thoughts here for the last year or so has been great therapy! Even if not many people read it, some do. It does me well to just put my thoughts out there. It's what I've needed and wanted all along. To keep a record of my life and also to somehow externalize experiences so I don't feel it's all just in my head. Actually I have the best following here I have ever had on any social media site ever!!!
Looking forward to tomorrow!! It is the day before the local open mic on Wednesday so I can allow myself the practice to be alone and work on the craft I will bring out to the public the next day! Then on Thursday I will visit my mom too! O.K. this is good! May not seem like much but I am planning my days! That's important for rhythm and purpose! That's it! I'm working into my purpose and still discovering what it is all about even though I always sensed what I was up to the whole time!!
