Just went shopping, keeping up the home base food stocks. I didn't actually eat the dinner at home, got hungry and ate some wings, had a beer, while one of the fam practiced their exercise routine. Glad I've been getting out more in these evening times in the last while.
I think I'm easing into more of the creative mode routine! I have been able to let it and make it happen. Feels good. Trying to get the concepts for writing. Remembering what I'm interested, what is it that I have an urge to express. It comes slowly yet picks up pace.
May be the weather or the cosmos or a combination..but I'm feeling some different modes and emotions lately. I think that is good. I can get into different moods and try to write. I like that, to not be just stuck in one mode, feel more of a range. It goes back to that dynamic universe and I feel my own dynamic universe. I used to talk intensely in the past. I still do. I'm just saying 'cause I want to pick that up more again. Find those impactful sayings and trains of thought.
In the past I was having more panic attacks. LOL. Glad I can still remember those freak states. Now if I can keep being settled down in ways I can harness the energies. Eventually get more into the flows. I can vary up the words and thought directions. I gotta come down relax for awhile further to really develop up. I will keep busy building the skill.
Will go to bed soon and dream away! Tomorrow should be an alright time. Will go visit my mom in the city tomorrow. That will be good. Will probably see a movie as usual. After that it will feel like the weekend is completed. All the while I do bring my media pack around in case I want to write some lyrics or something.
