Have an unfun job of boarding and fire taping a boiler room. The pace is very slow as their are hot pipes and wires everywhere. 2 Layers of 5/8 board. I'm a helper for it and don't do much and stand around getting hot. The boredom is forcing me to bring my notebook to write some poetry. May bring my memory stick with the steemit password and write at the library. I'm feeling the need to publish and get creative for mind survival.
Have been thinking again about feeling stuck and trapped by how society is set up around money. I strongly desire the time and money to change my life and express the many stories and takes I have in life. It's a harsh battle. Have to re-new my corporation that I haven't used in years otherwise I will be fined. I can't close the corporation cause I haven't paid the taxes which are very very high. Stuck in that bind of hand to mouth grind. It's not fair living in a society where it feels like you get punished for being poor.
I think creativity and telling my story is the only way out! Was reading in the book on inequality the other day about how the punitive system, like jails, creates more violence. The status quo is maintained and that is sickening. The systems that claim to help societal problems create more. The whole culture needs to change. I will read more about it. I want to talk about this more.
So heading out soon. I'm keeping creativity on the forefront of my mind! Bringing my notebook for poetry, working on new pictures. Will be experimenting with my favorite muse sound and music crafting! I'm ready to not worry and just let the passions flow. Alright now I start the day!!
