And whine not! Ya was just able to be social tonight with an old bud on this full mooned night. Had a few beers, safely, took allot of time. One of those times where it was alright to stay a long time. Glad I still have a bond with him, able to calm down some conversations and talk rationally. This April Fools here holds purpose, it was the day The King Of The Judes invented Nutopia with Yoko Ono.
Told him my idea of being a cultural therapist, he liked the idea. He knew where I was getting at where music and art can be that therapeutic force. I almost wasn't feeling good before I got there, we spend time in a garage/shop with other people there. After I got there I felt better. I am feeling a sort of shift. Is it the full moon and mercury retrograde? Is it that Y2K is catching up with all of this. I think so. The friend was talking about how can we have a sort of unity in the world. Although he seems cynical on certain points, that's where I try to bring it down once in awhile!
Another synchronistic pattern is this new Bill and Ted movie. Sometimes I feel like I am like John Wick except I just use powers of the mind. So this Bill and Ted plot line hit me. They were told in the previous movie they will make a song that will change the world to bring world peace and re-align the planets into perfect harmony. In this plot they hadn't wrote it yet 30 years later! I had to laugh cause I always wanted to write a life story like work that would have influence for the good..and that's how long it's been in the works. In other words it's time to get to the prime!
There was much else tonight, though I am writing through the lines. It's a wake up, come off deal. Trying not to get to smart, not an opinion, more impression. More in person. Not be mesmerized by the cut and paste narrative. Got to talk to someone. Talk to people. Don't judge a book by it's cover, go under cover without fronting on the front end. There are different levels of involvement that don't have to be participation. Might have to lose the comfort zone of a fake in group, get out. No haze for you no jumping through these hoops. There is also participation as drudge that has no real involvement to the point of criminality, they can no longer act as insolvent.
Oh I'm liking what some of that seems to be lyrics! Or at least possible ideas for lyrics. Although I am borrowing on ideas too, I guess I do that, like tweak out ideas. I gotta be careful with that too yet still have fun with it and not worry to much about it in ways. I can come up with more lyrics on a more meditation level. Although all life is a moving meditation. Alright well, getting tired, don't know what much else to say.
