Hard tack on the track I attack all that holds us back. My friend received results from biopsy and she has to get the cancer removed from the face. That did strike a shock wave for awhile. Then she goes off on her swollen foot saying it may be cancer too, no! A time where I don't know how to deal, feeling overwhelmed with nowhere to go. Well the turnaround came quickly too.
It's time to metabolise in an alkaline bath! - Getting smart with eating the raw food so a cancer cannot even develop. So yea, we actually made a green smoothie recipe from a Brendan Brazier cook book. He is a triathelite vegan! Drank it and the mood lifted! Her paranoia went away too! Now we can move on with the fun weekend. The fam has the weekend off for once and we are all going to see the new 2pac movie - All Eyez On Me.
We have had a stressed busy life. Sometimes too busy and poor to take care of our health. Now we have the chance to make our situation and health better! Finally looks like we have stable work! Maybe for once we won't feel down to the wire at every moment. I don't like being bugged out where small noises annoy me like, chewing, crunching, closing of doors and cupboards. I have been so irritated that I got annoyed by my own breathing. It takes a long while to shake it out especially when the strain doesn't seem to ever let up. Have to make it let up. Must insist!
This weekend seems promising. Should be able to relax all worry. Do some personal grooming, get out with family, maybe go for another walk. Maybe I should dial up a friend to see if they are busy tonight or what? Don't have many friends but I try to get out and socialise when the time and place is right. Now it's on to keep strong for the right pace and place in life. Even with problems, we here have made it far in our situation. Just don't want to think that the stress or stupid culture got us. I don't want society to hold me hostage and take away from who I am. Not with money or propaganda. Set my own heights for what it right.
