Been off of social media more this week. Still focusing and feeling the past weeks musical experiences! Wow they were amazing!! I post on f.b. a bit, posting on steemit less, focusing more on myself! It's good, using the down time to collect my experience and build ideas. Feel like I'm more in a serious mediative zone, yet still feel as playful as ever!! Re-connecting all these past life experiences with the aura of music and musical characters met in real life is making me feel pumped and respectful of life and it's knowledge.
I will re-engage social media more soon. May even log on tomorrow morning, maybe not. I'm still in the reflection zone, reading some, playing my own music some. Also the busy times are coming and some situational stressors. However the music experiences this last week gave me a great boost of resilience I feel. I don't want to get bumped off my ride. Stay in the creative zones. I will keep meditative, take care, tackle the problems and still revel in music, artists, character, life experience, stories, alternate ways of perception.
My hands pretty much healed up, I feel more grown up, I feel less stress. Want to keep that up and going. Still dealing with very poor air quality here though, it effects mood, makes you tired, clogs sinuses and irritates digestion. Dealing with money b.s. situations dealing with gov't institutions. There is some work coming up, not all that bad but would rather be doing something else, will ride it though. Still want to have enough resources to keep going so will still have to have some other jobs in life. It's tough juggling life sometimes. Been under, been locked into a certain situation so long it seems difficult to change habit or get out. Yet some super positive changes in overall spirit have been occurring. Some more ease and successes. Greater calm with understanding myself in what I've been through in life. The adventure continues!! After writing this I'm getting more into making some frequent posts soon. Interested to see what I will come up with in the near future. Keep the flow rocking.