I'm feeling real good somehow. It's cause I'm re-connecting in ways. Again it's that music therapist idea. The idea of being a cultural therapist. As in you are the head doctor for the culture. I helped a singer from a band deal with the uncomfortable emotion of hate. Their music helped me deal with uncomfortable emotions. I was able to give back. It was a great feeling and a job opening where I feel confident in the directions to go in! I am seeing this band live on April Fools/Easter. Don't need to mention the band for now. It's the concept that's important. It has that resurrection feel to it seeing this band on Easter April Fools. I saw the band Moist at the same venue on their resurrection tour so the synchronicity is striking for me.
Still learning more songs on guitar. Building the confidence up. I look forward to posting up myself playing some songs here. I like that I'm practicing, getting confident with it somewhat first. I feel I'm taking the sense of pride in that. Feels real. Where I can enjoy playing the song and put some passion into it. I find I learn songs better and faster when I really like them. They can be hard to find but those special songs are out there. I will create my own special songs too. Every skill enhances the others.
I'm re-connecting with some friends from the more recent past. Some of the female friends in life. I realize I'm attracted to these ladies who have some kind of capacity for healer. One here is into tai-chi, another friend in the next town has a health/beauty shop with a new age feel, and another is learning to be a paramedic, she likes helping people out. So that's a good feeling. Being this cultural therapist is a healer role as well. I'm figuring myself out and appreciating others and their good influences more.
That's my journal thought update for this evening. I'm sure I will be feeling fairly well tomorrow. Look forward to the day! Now I will recharge in sleep!
