Got kinda moody in the morning, got through. There has been snow here but got warm here. Got out for a bit to chill out. Later worked on a bit more electronic music. Been looking at and thinking about the life. Don't want to feel too stuck or closed in. Life is change shifting. Change can be traumatic. I will keep it best by looking forward. Wanting to get through the stress habits, smoke less and all that. Concentrate more.
Sometimes I get thrown off by the mood. I feel good, fresh but then when someone acts sour or grumpy the good mood breaks. I am unable to stay at peace. Then I feel like there is nowhere to go and nothing to do. Takes me awhile to get back. It's worse in the morning. I feel I take all that time regenerating while sleeping. I feel good like I've processed just need that bit of clear to get on with the day first.
Tomorrow is Sunday. I know it can get better, I can get further. Back in the story telling. Writing a story out to send to someone. I told it here before but thinking of posting it again. It has a few more details this time. Sometimes it's important to re-tell stories. I want to keep going on the life mode, keep enhancing. I've got my own special ideas and some knowledge from reading. I think that can add an extra edge to anything I do. I don't worry so much about artists helping me too much, I know I can add something to the conversation. Give a little inspiration back.
