Build up the energy to freak at what's next. Down so many alternate paths at once. Get more lucid and livid once again. Get smart with the stories, with the history. Next onto the phase of now, seen the little pocket eras around. Know where I am now, to get out, up and around, yet still able to stay down across the lands and towns.
The fam work situations change, life changes, still all these thoughts, re-gain the spark to say what I need to convey. Get back deep into it. Memories of the lopsided social conditions, where many around were muted, not understanding. Cultural illiteracy is the problem of our age. So may get disconnected from knowing how all this got here. The school system was a distraction, now they give kids meds instead of utilizing other teaching methods. No more false patriarchy authority. No more going to school to memorize brainless facts. I can get down to good books and vital conversation. Turn up the interesting life realizations.
There were distractions, getting bogged down in details. Then overworked, stuck in a false economic system. We need to grow, develop curate the ideas. So yea that's good, regaining a feeling of getting right into it!! Get the hyper start going. Something exciting can happen. Hmm, yea, meditate on the art, on some sound, without worry, just looking forward to sharing, presenting, performing, get to that exhilaration with expression. Fun wow experiment modes are on
This weekend has been alright, looking forward to enjoying the rest of it. Going to go outside for a sec in the dark of the deep freeze night. Then sleep time. Tomorrow will drive the fam a bit in the morning again, although maybe not, one may take a break. Then I will get back to reading, writing and making some kind of sound collage! Cool! Alright something to look forward to. I'm raring to make something out of it, do that more than I thought I was capable of. Create an art and have fun putting it out there. Engage with the story I want to tell
