In Crypto Jargon that's like hodl-ing your self, saving the blest for last! Or at least when totally ready (haha your never ready and art is never finished..cosmic joke but cha know what I mean...), even if you don't know it or not and the self transformation comes on the fly without drugs, yoga or even so called mental illness. It's feeling the shock and easing into discomfort. Not an easy feat under current social conditions yet easier and more likely to be had anyway. 'Cause ya know, the current atmosphere is like a psychedelic trip if one could step back and cheer up a little bit. LOL.
I'm HODL-ing Mylslef!
I'm Hodling so hard I don't know how to let go of my slef! Keep my energy for safe keeping. Out ahead trying the takes in and on for the first time. Thoughts come I never put together in that particular fashion before. I think I get ahead of myself but I really don't. The current conditions are a yawn fest, a starve for connection blah 'test'. No! The formulation comes where it would be best put into a story or art-form. Something beyond words in the current context, where it would feel more rightly put in a song perhaps. Yet it's good to come out and say what you have as practice form. Practice on friends, the public arena, then formulate the project of the point to get across, the story.
My idea for the comedic apocalypse would be what if everyone just cheered up a little bit!? And that would radically change the world for the better!? Yes!...?..!! The hard part is they would all need a tangible reason to 'cheer up' not talking about bubblegum happiness here. Bubble gum happiness is slavery. I'm talking about real cheering up. I don't have all the answers. I'm thinking of the question at least. Yet I don't have problems only solutions... I don't want no fetish or tweak but I want to freak out 'cause that's my gift!!
Ok well thanks for reading my formulation of thought process of the time. I will go get some rest now! Think and feel allot and I love that. Will probably get to bed a bit earlier than 2 a.m. this time..yet it is already past 1230. I dunno, not really worried about it all. I'm in process. Learning to walk and talk again, get into my crafty inspirations in many ways for the first time. I have this urge feeling like I'm letting go into feeling just phenomenal and not making too big a deal of it. My interests are just so huge! Why shouldn't I go for feeling great and strive as far as I can! Righeo! I'm good in life and pissed off. The better I feel the more angry and pissed off I really get!! Feeling better enrages me! I love going on the trip and feeling better. It's just seeing how easy it would be for even the whole world to be going great yet it isn't!! or seems that way.. needs some help!! A head scratcher yet action must be taken. Learn as you go.
