Made for a great day after May Day! Woo! Let's see, there was the music guy that asked me for smack one day, I wouldn't know sorry bud, he wanted to get to the gig right!? Well he at least looked alright, he wanted to get to the gig, perhaps the open mic, hey if he did play in real life would have to limit to 3 song max. So then the next thing I am able to remember was my brother was at a lecture hall that was a coffee shop and wanted me to stop by and have coffee with him. I was busy getting to something else, I forget what that was in the dream, forget what I was trying to get through. The next and last scene I am able to remember was a lady comforting a child or baby over and over, the face was red from tears, except it was so raw there were cuts on the baby face from this person wiping away tears to eternity. That is the disturbing part I remember. However the dream did have an overall uneasy feel about it. I do recall that. In the day I had to deal with that and carry on. Wasn't too bad. At the end I was gaining energies.
In real life I'm prepping the stage at the local open mic. I can see some symbolism in all this. Stage was dirty, but hey I think it could be a happening place, so I cleaned it a bit so far. Theres young kids in town having babies or had, they are addicted to drugs or were, there are other young kids with bad drugs, gross harsh situation. This other guy in the dream wants to get to the gig, he's the guy from the town who asked me for smack older guy.. he tries to teach young ones music, creeps me out really. There music ain't good. In the meantime the babies are treated like pets, a meat dolly for mommy. The community must come together now and cheer each other up!! So yea there are and were lotsa creepy vibes around but I don't feel so scared of that now. I know how to handle a bad dream. Even if it's real in real life. People just need to cheer up man! Yet only in authentic way could it be done. Mostly people just want to be heard. A certain kinda laughter can be best medicine. Not at yourself or others, at the supposed scenario at large itself. There you can get into different versions of reality, even history. To not take it all for granted. Put yourself in someone else's shoes, do some research. The sociological take to the social states of current culture. Get out of the consumerist, biased
So yes, feeling okay. It's been a long time coming. Long time thinking, so coming around to be bringing. I won't let the creeped out of control vibe get me or get to me. I do have better things to do. I will know how to make these situations and scenarios go the way I want - while at the same time I'm finding the way I really want it all go.
There was a story or morbid child neglect in the paper this morning. Goes with the disturbing dream. Yet I handled it well. The waitress in the morning was wowing about it in the paper so I say there allot of sad people out there. Yea the story is morbid I said. I told her we need a change. She says what could we do? I say people need to cheer up somehow. And so the waitress says where could we start, implying the problem is so huge, I say in this town here, there are allot of sad people here. So I say well we do have this new community centre that's been built, hopefully it can bring the community closer together. That was good, was glad to dispel the gross stuff in the paper and the sadness around, we need a cheer up makeover around here. Start in your own community and beyond!
So now is time for another sleep. Maybe have another dream? Been a long day and evening, I think I will sleep well! People are still up here right now! I'm about to turn out the lights. Alright, ready for tomorrow! Goodnight!
